Shame

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itıs what you hold to keep your head down
donıt speak aloud so filled with guilt
how could we watch, how could we watch them die
ignore their cry weıll suffer someday

there was no shame before I was born
didnıt know what nakedness meant
before my eyes, reluctant goodbyes
of innocence born in hell
I remember all the while
please release me
you turn away, still youıre in my head
wished you were more than dead

kids like them donıt seem to matter much to us
kids like them donıt seem to matter much to us

pick me something more beautiful
Iıve felt a little dirty
find something not too delicate
donıt search tomorrow, Iım under yesterday

youıve felt the pain inside of you
in years thatıs wished away
youıve seen a better life, a better life before
Iım not alive in here, take me out now
I remember all the while
please release me from your smile
you turn away, still youıre in my head
wished you were more than dead


Fervently Soft

when I sleep, come lift your eyes upon me
when I sleep, cannot feel the harm of your words
one breath to speak I smile to sleep
not of your world shallow and weak are things
are things you never speak

heıs the sky, I can fly
heıs the wind, one that blows so soft

I look at you, donıt know who I am
my hope is everything seen in your eyes
maybe he caught a glimpse of something he saw in me
feeling like I was never really there at all

I touch his lips, when he sleeps
donıt know what goes through his head
and Iıll never feel anything so real
does he touch the same....
covers me with what he....
when he does it like whenever weıre alone
and Iıll never feel anything so real
does he touch the same....
covers me with what he....
when he does it like...


Boy In A Car

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summer dies
you let the skies take your warmth
do I dare
let the voices feed my head

let me out, let me out, scratch it out, scratch it out
let me out, let me out, scratching out, scratch it out
let me out, let me out , scratch it out, scratch it out
you just canıt show me, you just canıt show me

boy in a car
even that is not his own
winter for kyle
sees no angels in the snow

boy in a car
could I have done more for you
talked a while
but in the end I walked away

Sunny In Glenville

nobody said this was easy
to follow what you hold so dear
this is much more than your beauty
itıs whatever you see when no oneıs around

stronger than it
youıd think weıd stop and look around
as time is fading, faded
youıd think weıd stop and look around
look around look around look around
you said you were my friend
my endearing friend

sorry thereıs no way to measure
those feelings he holds deep inside
funny itıs just how we all feel
come again and again time and people change

people say itıs always sunny in glenville
back here nothing ever changes
amy still works in the drugstore
sheıs constantly dreaming of being swept away


Drowning

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maybe itıs dark in her world
you can mend this part in your dreams
to see much more than you feel
this often is a place
drenched in sunlight, drenched in sunlight
I lift my arms to hold, I reach to feel you
drenched in sunlight, drenched in sunlight
Iım lost in your embrace

Iım drowning
slipped between reality
Iım drowning
Iıve lost whatıs been clear

in time I stood in softer background
waiting out the shadow season
searching for some life left in you
drenched in regret, drenched in regret
a reaction from you lost
drenched in regret, drenched in regret
a reaction from you lost

itıs easy enough to accept this life
easier to be barred by doubt
can I be the one to reach their soul
knowing what it was like
drenched in you, drenched in you
I hear again everything sweet, never the wrong
drenched in you, drenched in you
Iıve lost what you recall


Wishful Thinking

you should have been with me
so many stories on the wall
we would have been real close
with fear to punish us all these years
take me in let me know the weight of your world
take me in let me know the weight of your hands

love me
love me
know me
and let me know you

itıs nothing I havenıt noticed
the strength of your stare
your breath still warms my back
your breath still warms my back
I should have known I was born to love you
I should have known I was born to love you

All lyrics İ 1999-2002 Smorgasbord Records

 


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