Passionfruit

protected in aspirations dormancy
waiting to be saved from love's neglect
can't seem so surprised
finding you restless at my expense

but fate has brought us to this
whispers don't let go
i'll conjure up some angels
to celebrate peace within you

eternally, passion is the fruit
you taste when i'm not around

i'm yearning to be with you
sensing your fearful retreat
reverently, i love you
joyfully, i put you inside of me

wrapped around your body
i've covered every selfish way
given you a way out
loved you how no on has

can't believe i am finding
bitterness and abandoned rage
tears become what i thirst
darkness my only light


Foolproof

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thereıs another side, to every war
a family left devastated
itıs necessary
how devastating (2x)

some said, itıs about time, itıs about time
to end an evil in a man

bodies burnt and torn,
without a glimpse of who this person might have been
iıll feel for you, another day
right now there is a point to prove
itıs all a lie, thereıs nothing true
in what governments rule as just
itıs propaganda, you brainwashing pigs
itıs about greed, those fucking pigs

you canıt fool me, i wonıt trust you
move me, save me

but there was a friend, that i once knew who drew
pictures of life in a single breath
itıs necessary
to give it meaning (2x)

some said, you canıt see much, you canıt see much
buried beneath indignity

you canıt fool me, i wonıt trust you
try and save me
hold on, hold me
move on move me
prey on the weak (2x)


30 Seconds

in an instant it all changed
30 seconds stolen from me
i can't ever get them back
can't erase your face tonight
but you're gone with the light (x2)

i'm angry at the thoughts
played in your twisted life
angry at the thought
you've put me inside your mind

30 seconds stolen
from me
i can never get them back

piece together some tranquility
decency in words and action
that won't replace me
i'm left in a place violently
put by you corruptivly

i'm angry at the thoughts
played in your twisted life
angry at the thought
you've put me inside your mind

30 seconds
stolen from me
i can never get them back


Growing Alive

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when we walked into the storm
we knew not what we cried
aloud with so much desire
yearning to run wild
felt no rain
heard no voices
naked and we didn't care
but is it just our way
of touching days we left behind

i want to find comfort here
in the surroundings of a child
broken bones, a mended wound
words to feed the fire
you can't change the world
you can't part the sea
did you ever see a grown man cry
am i too strong
cause you have no right to feel anything

away, away
the things we say, we've said it all before
away, away
where everything's sure for a while

i want to go somewhere else
i'm in my head all the time
finding me, this boy swears to me
i could hear the sea
not far along
not long ago
did it fall too fast, too far
this time, i'm growing alive
this time's never given away


Need Not Worry

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* so unimpressed by what i've learned
seems there's a half that's often told untrue
as we dance around something we haven't found
* takes much more to feel deep into a word
don't think too much sometimes it's better left unsaid
thought too much in silence so free and can't be me
* losing myself in this world

oh what would you say
if you weren't so far away
what would i have to say
to hold you not so far away
you are far away you are too far away

*got a lot but there's not a lot of time on the hand
i think too much the future not enough in now
when the future's here i long for days in past
* if time was only on our side
never seems too fair seems i'm standing bare
here i fear i have exhausted inspiration
* if time would stay on our side

don't worry what you're not
yets and some days seem far but fall soon enough
think what you can do use your talents well
see the some days save a futile past
there's a pain you get when you've missed out on so much
there's so many things of me for you
there's so many things of me for you

it's better to love
it's better leaving have done all

Sourpuss

so you think, you've been hurt
this gives you the right to bleed
from where i stand
not everyone's as lost as you are
there's a feeling, that i get
when you walk into a room
and there's a light up ahead
that speaks for a change

i never promised you a rose
garden filled with love of hope of trust
get over it, you big sourpuss get over it get over it

a little crazy, i laugh out loud
cause in my head it's nothing new
from where i stand
there's no passion in the sane
see i've been alone for so long
forgot the joy it brings
but if i can't be with you
i'll scream out for a change

i don't want to go to sleep tonight
and waste one minute of this life
can't seem to be anywhere but here
and now it feels as if....
i just can't go back now
things always get so said


Tongue Tied

it's not for lack of words
there's so much to say
about love, in life, of beauty in man
over sheets of winter's hand
inside your world, tongue tied
as mornings stole your face

do you remember
sunlight through my hair
and wind blown, your hand brushed down my face
above you, above me our first kiss
laughter in the sea, laughter in the sea
do you still hold me
in a place we loved so well
i wanted to be
the eyes your eyes your world sees first

do you remember
your hands upon my breast
wash me tenderly
feel me under your breath
wash me tender
feel me under your breath

do you still feel me naked inside your world
cause i'm pressed between your doubt
and a place i was born to live
beside you, hold onto me
as i devour breathless eternity

will you remember car rides under the moon
and wind blown, your eyes brushed down my face
i will remember
your ways against the grain
as mornings stole your face
still tremble at your name


Safe to Say

and i feel nothing
from the questions you feel
and i feel something
from where i choose to lie
i think the touch of your hand
is enough to keep me sane
but the life you choose to leave behind
is all i can live (think ) to do

safe to say i'm not leaving
so do what you have to do
safe to say i'll wait for you
safe to say, safe to say

do i feel safe
with nothing more to give
feed this sense of heaven
i know there is more to give
reassured the touch of your hand
will sink in friendly tides
and the life i'm forced to leave behind
is all i can try to do

safe to say i'm not leaving
so do what you have to do
safe to say i'll wait for you
safe to say, safe to say


Dessert

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can i have seconds
i have room enough for another
sweeter than the first taste
i crave a bit of you
it's not good for us
seconds being to much to swallow
but what's not good for most
connects the us to one

i deserve you
sweeter than anything
i deserve you, i deserve you

i'll have you to start
why save the best part for later
good things come to those who wait
this waiting's worth our forever
this waiting's worth our forever
my lips around you
i'll miss you as you go down
my lips around you your
sweeter than birthday cake
sweeter than chocolate dessert

come taste the heat upon my breast
your texture you torture me with
seep with words that make me come
spread your lips in prolific tongue

i deserve you
sweeter than anything
i deserve you sweeter than anything i've ever tasted
i deserve you to comfort the mysteries of me

seems to be a similarity
love of you and tragedy
seems to me some clarity
with you inside my mind

i've felt you lost inside my mind
since you been here
i'm distracted by possession
of love, of you, of time, with you
your hand my glove
sand and stone pushed aside
hot in my palms, short of breath

All lyrics İ 1999-2002 Smorgasbord Records


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